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I mean.... it's a possibility. And it affects some people majorly depending on how much stock they put into internet affairs.

Let's just say BaconMinion had an established presence online, like a youtube or twitter account, and they find out he has a brutal rape kink, then there's a good chance his reputation is going to be tarnished forever.

I feel this. I've been getting off to some NTR recently—that doesn't mean I'm a cuck or a wannabe cuck or anything, it's a strong desire to be a bull. It's affected normal stuff for me now, like for example, I'll be looking and enjoying something 'vanilla' but I'll be imagining that the P.O.V (if it's one of those pictures) that I'm cucking someone. I feel very animalistic while in this state, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel about this, on one hand, I want to feel bad, but at the same time, it really gets me going.

I think it's too late for me, as my writing above has shown.

Possible to stay sane. Personally a fan of "Ryona", if it's done right.

It's the situation of a character being assaulted after being defeated. (i.e. Game Overs, etc) Seen many artists struggle with showcasing it. Sometimes the noncon character either starts enjoying the violation, turning it into a regular R-18 work. Or the artist pushes too far and slips into gratuitous guro. Fine with either, but wouldn't call it Ryona anymore. Uncommon to find an artist who can strike a good balance.

Speaking of which, there's a whole free game based around the concept called "Wolfs Dungeon" by Eluku. Not the best artist, but they more than make up for it with their imagination and effort. They been working on it for years now. Not entirely sure of the games current development

However, whichever road you go down. Like reading a book, or watching TV, know it's only fiction. Nothing more

Yes, it'd sure be fun if I were secretly some busty bimbo typing incessantly about anime boobs while my own natural hangers get in the way.

But I'm not. I'm just an awkward dorky dude obsessed with big boobs.

Everybody has a dark side to them. I consider my interest in loli to be one of them, something that can never be more than a fantasy. The same applies for whoever is into rape, snuff, humiliation play, and so on. That's just how people are, no need to beat oneself up over it (or each other). But at the same time, it's a good idea not to get too comfortable with it either, similar to how I will always consider that taste of mine as a dark side.

Like all interests and desires, they can grow out of proportion and consume you. That's no different than letting yourself go in food, becoming morbidly obese. Or getting addicted to sex itself, letting it ruin your life. Or porn addiction, which can lead to impotence. There's always a "too much", with varying degrees of consequences. It's all about finding that middle ground, coming to terms with who you are, knowing where your limits are, and placing value in finding some measure of self-control.

Stability is a good indicator of being in control. So far, I've been very consistent in my tastes. What I like now is the same as what I liked two decades ago. That's a good hint of staying in that middle ground. If on the other hand you regularly discover new fetishes and interests, or come out of the closet as a different sexuality every couple months, or your existing fetishes take on increasingly grotesque forms, those would be warning signs. An indicator that you're easily influenced by the environment, and then it's time to recognize that as a personal weakness and be more cautious with what you expose yourself to.

Hey, at least you ain’t old… yet. You will know one day what it’s like to be the creepy old guy if you like tiddies long enough. I’m more of an ass man, but being obsessed with girls who are much younger than you are and knowing they don’t want to fuck you is just… awkward. I need to settle down already.

I always hated the fetish of pregnancy, then I found a couple of artists and pieces those made me doubt (mainly because they often have some giant good looking boobs, my weakness), and they just look like cute fat girls.

Also, seeing them happy about it or begging to get pregnant is kind of cute. That's the only kink I feel like will end up surrendering to, but I still don't like it because fapping to pregnancy freaks me out.

The latest rabbit hole was Lola bunn-No I'm Kidding. I got into Shibari stories and art. I don't get too deep into the dark stuff tho. So no piercings, nose hooks or needles. I just like the vanilla side I guess. Stories like Senpai's Sweet Archery Glove by Igumox. Or some art by Nori Senbei. That's good enough for me.
As far as dark paths go. I'm starting to appreciate feet. Somewhat. post #7462394

Same vid but with toe tapping music ;)
v.sankakucomplex.com/data...4WmIRbpC1xW9zASSKiEKZRRDA

That shit somehow made one of the most unhot things to me kind of hot, mainly because of that boob press, but still.